Today so far

Rage, pain, fear, pain, rage, fear, calm, hunger, calm, pain, fear, contemplation, desire to have someone beaten to a bloody pulp, contemplation, confusion, contemplation, speculation, great love for the wonderful people in my life, pain, irritation, calm, more love.

All that before noon! Gosh, did I wake up far too early.

Now, that thing inspiring me to want to have someone beaten to a bloody pulp (this was bureaucrap-related, naturally) did at least provide enough clarity to cause a change of plans for today, tomorrow, and possibly the weekend or Monday. Not sure how the plans will work out, but they're likely to be more helpful than what I had planned already.

Love you guys!