Today so far

[hummingwolf]

Rage, pain, fear, pain, rage, fear, calm, hunger, calm, pain, fear, contemplation, desire to have someone beaten to a bloody pulp, contemplation, confusion, contemplation, speculation, great love for the wonderful people in my life, pain, irritation, calm, more love.

All that before noon! Gosh, did I wake up far too early.

Now, that thing inspiring me to want to have someone beaten to a bloody pulp (this was bureaucrap-related, naturally) did at least provide enough clarity to cause a change of plans for today, tomorrow, and possibly the weekend or Monday. Not sure how the plans will work out, but they're likely to be more helpful than what I had planned already.

Love you guys!

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[hai-kah-uhk.livejournal.com]

I love you too!

And I miss you. Did you lose access to AIM? I haven't seen you on at all in the past couple days.

[hummingwolf.livejournal.com]

Yeah, wasn't online at home for a couple of days. It's better now.

[hai-kah-uhk.livejournal.com]

*cheer*

I'll be home again late tonight. Hope to catch you tomorrow!

[paradigm-palace.livejournal.com]

"Rage, pain, fear, pain, rage, fear, calm, hunger, calm, pain, fear, contemplation, desire to have someone beaten to a bloody pulp, contemplation, confusion, contemplation, speculation, great love for the wonderful people in my life, pain, irritation, calm, more love."

Wow. You just described my daily ritual!

[hummingwolf.livejournal.com]

Heh. My mood swings don't generally swing quite as wildly as they did yesterday, especially all before noon. Thing is that I had good reason for all the extremes, which would probably explain why I was collapsed in numb exhaustion for most of the afternoon.

Hopefully today will be less restless for me! I dunno about you--maybe you like your ritual. :-)