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[hummingwolf]

I'm jealous of you all, every single one of you. Yes, I'm even jealous of you in your struggles, difficult as they are for some of you now, because they sound like the struggles of living people rather than this half-life I'm going through. Of course this last bit is insane--I know I couldn't take the sort of thing certain of my friends are going through. But I didn't claim to be sane this morning, did I?

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[hummingwolf.livejournal.com]

/me hugs back.

Of course you're one of the people who remind me I'm insane for being jealous of everybody. But hey, I already admitted my insanity, right?

/me snuggles Zoopie and gives her cookies.

[(Anonymous)]

Doesn't make you insane. When you think about it, part of what is the hardest thing for me right now (low energy level/ excessive tiredness) is also what you have to go through every day. I mean hopefully it's just temporary for me and in a couple of months I can go back to normal. Either that or, you know, I'm dead so it's going to be ending no matter what. That's pretty much the certainty that it's all temporary which makes me go through it even though, let's be honest, I'm feeling like shit. And you don't have that luck so no, it doesn't make you insane.

Zoop would love you even if you were insane anyway.

/me snuggles