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hummingwolf ([personal profile] hummingwolf) wrote2015-01-18 08:09 pm
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let us dispatch the guide when traveling in an instant of flight

So, it's been a while since I've updated. I took antibiotics for a total of 14 days, then spent some time recovering from antibiotic side effects, then spent time dealing with migraine, and now have a mind that seems to be trying to fall apart. Not sure how to describe that last bit other than that I'm sometimes finding it exhausting to hold on to some coherent narrative related to reality. Actually, that's a really bad description, but I'm drawing a blank on coming up with anything better. I do believe I need to get to a neurologist soon, but I think that's going to have to wait till after cold-and-flu season has receded a bit. In the meantime, I'm tired and wondering why I get fever-dreams when I no longer have a fever.

Anyway, last Sunday I saw a Snowy Owl! It was high in a tree a little way down the street so I didn't get to see its face clearly from our dining room window, but given the size, shape, and color of the bird, it was either a Snowy Owl or evidence that the neighbors have been dabbling in genetic engineering. And while it's true that our neighbors are an interesting bunch, they're more likely to be Mad Artists than Mad Scientists. (Now I'm imagining what would happen if one of the artists got together with a mad geneticist. Wouldn't that be fun?!)

There was a week between then and now. The week involved some walking, some reading, some watching of DVDs (including Dead Poets Society and the Much Ado About Nothing featuring Joss Whedon directing a bunch of his friends). There was also, as usual, a farmer's market, and this time I was energetic enough to enjoy it--lots of chatting with vendors, regular customers, and summertime vendors who like being wintertime customers.

Today I took a trip to a little local grocery and chatted for a bit with one of the guys working there who timed his break so that he could keep talking with me. If I'd been more awake this probably would have been more fun, though he had enough energy for both of us (if only there were a way to share!).

Something about the conversation this evening prompted me to look up a friend from back in college. My old friend was born about the same time as the guy I'd been talking to today, was always fun to debate with, always willing to lend a sympathetic ear, was possibly the sanest person I knew at the university, and was incredibly bad at keeping in touch with people online. Since I haven't been especially good at writing e-mails the last few years, I have been completely unaware of what was going on in his life other than that he had a wife, more than one child, and a business of his own. Found his Twitter account, which he hadn't updated since last year. Did a Google search for his name and location and quickly saw links to his obituary. Before I even clicked on the link, I knew how he'd died--his heart defect finally got the best of him. Knowing what I knew about his health, it really didn't come as a big surprise... but he'll never even make it to 50, and I won't get the chance to debate him one more time.

[identity profile] gurdonark.livejournal.com 2015-01-19 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
A Snowy Owl is quite a sighting.
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[identity profile] hummingwolf.livejournal.com 2015-01-19 02:50 am (UTC)(link)
It is! Some people were seeing them in the DC area last winter, but this one was my first confirmed sighting. I'm not a very good birdwatcher, so it's nice when new birds are so easy to identify.

[identity profile] nalidoll.livejournal.com 2015-01-19 05:29 am (UTC)(link)
...with a mad geneticist.

You say that like there is any other kind of geneticist.
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[identity profile] hummingwolf.livejournal.com 2015-01-19 03:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, I can't say that I know any mad geneticists personally. I wouldn't be surprised if I knew one or two from the local markets or from wandering around town, but none have spoken to me about their work in any detail.

It's different with physicists. I was reading a book once in which the author described a character as being very down-to-earth and practical, which is (supposedly) exactly what you'd expect of a particle physicist. I read that bit about down-to-earth particle physicists and laughed loudly for a good, long time.
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[personal profile] bluegreen17 2015-01-22 02:16 am (UTC)(link)
i'm sorry to hear of the loss of your friend. hugs to you.

the snowy owls are coming further south these days...i'm sure there's a reason,but i'm not sure what that is. i've seen one at a library presentation that did education with animals that were rehabbed and couldn't survive in the wild on their own anymore. they are very awesome,as were other birds i saw,like a falcon,but i think i liked the snowy owl the best.

i do hope you get to feeling somewhat better soon. glad to hear you got out to chat with some people at the market and here and there. that can brighten one's day!
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[identity profile] hummingwolf.livejournal.com 2015-01-22 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you. It's hitting me especially hard today as I'm learning things I wish I'd known when he was still alive.

Nobody's quite sure what's up with snowy owls the last few winters. Some people think it has something to do with climate change making it harder for the birds to find their prey closer to the Arctic. They're very cool birds, anyway!

Just about to leave for a farmers market now, so that should brighten my day.