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hummingwolf) wrote2005-09-15 06:25 pm
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I suppose I'm feeling better. It probably would not be right to say that I feel less sick. There is a pervasive sense of unreality today. It's as if the world decided to pretend there was a Thursday this week, but there isn't really, it's just a game of make-believe till we all decide it's time to have a real day again. There may be a real world out there... it doesn't seem to matter. Hi there, migraine, how are ya?
I thought about going outside, putting my socks and shoes on and hoping the grass stains at my knees aren't too obvious as I go out to play with the real people and do some things that I really would be better off having done. I didn't think about it too hard. If I thought about reality too much, see, the migraine would remember that it's supposed to bring a nasty headache with it, so I'd really rather not remind it. If I can get the aura without the headache, that's fine. It would be more convenient, less interfering with practical matters, if there were neither migraine aura nor migraine pain. Since it looks like the aura will be here anyway, though, I'd prefer it to play a solo. Reality will still be there tomorrow, right?
I thought about going outside, putting my socks and shoes on and hoping the grass stains at my knees aren't too obvious as I go out to play with the real people and do some things that I really would be better off having done. I didn't think about it too hard. If I thought about reality too much, see, the migraine would remember that it's supposed to bring a nasty headache with it, so I'd really rather not remind it. If I can get the aura without the headache, that's fine. It would be more convenient, less interfering with practical matters, if there were neither migraine aura nor migraine pain. Since it looks like the aura will be here anyway, though, I'd prefer it to play a solo. Reality will still be there tomorrow, right?
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My early signs of a flare are tight muscles, brain fog, sluggish movement, uneasy bowels, feeling tired and hot. I can usually function tolerably well in this state but if I overdo I develop pain.
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I hope you get really better soon. :)
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