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hummingwolf ([personal profile] hummingwolf) wrote2005-03-03 09:56 pm

::sigh:: (pardon any incoherence)

So, on V-Day I celebrated by going to the ER because I'd been
coughing up blood.

Not sure what I celebrated today, but went to the ER because my
vision had become majorly distorted on the right side of the
visual field in both eyes and I figured that can't be a good
thing.

I should note that my vision is normally disturbed anyway, and often more so when I'm close to passing out. But I wasn't feeling faint, the problem did not go away when I lay down, and it's never been something which suddenly affected my field of view on just one side--of each eye. That was just odd. Well, odd and disturbing. It was kinda like someone playing with the controls on an old TV set so that the picture went zigzagged, but somehow affecting only part of the screen. My vision's mostly back to (what passes for my) normal now, but for a while there it was very... well, odd.

They asked me questions, didn't do a whole lot that i noticed
but I was kind of out of it after being sleep-depped for so long
because of the coughing. My oxygen levels were excellent, my blood pressure was way above my normal (146/70 is only a bit above normal people's normal, but my normal is more like 90 or 100/60), pulse 122, temp 98.6, and I'm guessing the flu swab was negative since they never mentioned it again. I was advised to make appointment with ophthalmalogist whose name they put on the discharge papers. Still have bronchitis, but they told me I'm already taking all the things they'd advise me to take for it and should go back to my regular doctor. And since I do not have Medicaid anymore, I can't afford any of this.

Oh, there was a fun moment when someone brought in a computer to check me in and discovered that I was already in the system, listed with the address and phone number I grew up with. "Oh! This must be the hospital where I had the laparoscopy!" Heh.

Also learned from one of the nurses about a guy in a wheelchair who needs someone else to take care of his hygiene and assorted other ordinary tasks of daily living and she still can't get him on medical assistance. To be fair to the system, he may be ineligible because he has too much in assets. She didn't volunteer that much information and I thought it too impolitic to ask. Maybe I should feel lucky that I ever got Medicaid at all, but the fact that other people need it & can't get it doesn't change the fact that I need it too.

I wish somebody could take a wet/dry vacuum to my lungs and suck all the mucus out. Also, it'd be nice if somebody would figure out what distorted my vision & make the problem go away.

I think I'd be freaking out if I weren't too tired to work up that much emotion.
ext_3407: Dandelion's drawing of a hummingwolf (Hummingwolf by Dandelion)

[identity profile] hummingwolf.livejournal.com 2005-03-04 05:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, they simply didn't know what to do with me there. Now I need to make an appointment with an ophthalmologist to try to find out what happened yesterday, but I'm not at all sure how that will get paid for.

I can see well enough now to tell you that I like that puffin icon very much!

[identity profile] seraphimsigrist.livejournal.com 2005-03-04 06:13 pm (UTC)(link)
well I hope there can be ways forward...
with all health problems and also
that you can find a not impossible and not
outside your sense of your appropriate action,
way to earn a little money. and Peter Puffin
thanks you for liking his picture and says he
guesses he is not, as I am ,a Sagittarius because
the thing you posted for Sag. today says
Sagittarius: why waste time with people who sell fresh mackerel,
and he is always on the lookout for a fresh mackeral!
+Seraphim.
ext_3407: squiggly symbol floating over water (Cuddly plush toy)

[identity profile] hummingwolf.livejournal.com 2005-03-05 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
Well, perhaps Peter Puffin himself would be better off avoiding the people who sell mackerel and simply going off to catch his own for free?