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hummingwolf ([personal profile] hummingwolf) wrote2005-01-12 08:23 am

Gahhh.


Crisis piled on crisis piled on crisis.

Crisis A shoved into the background so I can deal with Crisis B. Crisis C partly my responsibility, but also partly due to the people involved with Crisis B and the parts which are my direct responsibility got to that state because of Crisis B. Crisis D entirely due to the Crisis B people. Am pretty sure there's a Crisis E brewing that I'm repressing for the moment.

I understand why my body and mind are trying to shut down now. I need rest in a major way. But there are things I need to do the next few days because there is nobody else around to do them. So if it's physically possible, I'll do them. But the next crisis may well be a health crisis of a truly major kind because my body cannot take much more of this.

And now I'm both hungry and nauseated. Gosh, this is always such a fun combination.

The subject line is all you really need to know anyway.