Note to self

[hummingwolf]

The little girl seemed to belong to my brother's friend, so I figured she was in good hands and didn't stop to talk to her as I ran out to catch the bus. It was only after I helped take over the bus and woke up from the dream that I realized she was a much younger and unhappier version of me. I wonder how I got the black eye?

In the dream during my nap, someone left a message on my answering machine which I could barely hear. The only thing I was sure of was that the number the woman told me to call was my own.

Later, awake, watching the day's Angel rerun, one of those telemarketing machines left a message on my own machine. As I started to replay the message as a prelude to erasing it, I realized that the marketer's machine told my machine that its name was my own.

Note to myself: If I have something to say to me, I just need to say it already. I should know by now that I'm not good at playing these games.

Comments

[mystified13.livejournal.com]

Well, I think dreams can often be surreal-- I was tempted to say maybe there is something you are trying to tell yourself, but that would be too obvious, I think.

I hope you are well and that soon you find the answers you need.

[hummingwolf.livejournal.com]

Oh, I don't know. Obvious may be just what my subconscious thinks I need.

Though the only dream-bit I can remember from last night wasn't exactly helpful if taken at face value. Grr.

[magnifelyn.livejournal.com]

Wow.

*brain go poof*

i hope you find out what you have to say to yourself!!

[hummingwolf.livejournal.com]

I hope so too!