Gahhhh.

[hummingwolf]

There are a bunch of very simple things I need to get done, yet whenever I think about starting to do one of them, my heart speeds up and my mind tries to find a black hole to hide in. I feel like such a coward right now.

After the things I've been through, making a phone call to a doctor, secretary, caseworker, or whatever, or reading e-mails from select people (no-one reading this; believe me, I read all of you when you write), should not be that difficult to do. I know I've lived through worse than this--so why does it seem so hard to live through this?

Aside from a few bright spots (Gatlinburg!), 2003 really has not been a fun year for me.

Comments

[hai-kah-uhk.livejournal.com]

I'll do one for you. Tell me the details and I'll do it.

[hummingwolf.livejournal.com]

I wish you could. Unfortunately, these are the kind of phone calls requiring random bits of identifying information, and I'm not sure what they'll ask for until they ask.

Thanks for the offer!

[hai-kah-uhk.livejournal.com]

You sure? If you find one little one someone who's not-you can do, tell me and I'll do it.

Oh hey, look at this! Dandelion Studios is being accused of trademark violations. I'm absolutely, er, floored. *grin*

[skygypsy.livejournal.com]

it IS hard to live through. comparison rarely brings comfort. usually makes me feel worse.

i wish i could make your life easier and more filled with joy.

please if i can help you, ask!

much love and hugs and chocolate kisses (the new dark ones! finally!),
das pixinator :)

[hummingwolf.livejournal.com]

I wish you could help me. At the moment, I think the help I need would be local.

Gah, I need to make more phone calls before the business day ends. At least one.

[skygypsy.livejournal.com]

*sigh* yea i'm pretty far :(


you can do it!! *bounce bounce*

/infuses you w/pixie bouncies :D