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This is the way my life's been going: Tuesday, went to library to soak in the air conditioning; fell asleep. Wednesday, too sick and too tired to go anywhere. Thursday, very tired early in the day, but managed to walk about 4 miles running late afternoon & evening errands. Friday, too tired to leave the house, migrainey & seizure-prone. Saturday same as Friday. Sunday, tired on the verge of passing out in the morning but walked about 3 miles later in the day. Monday, never left the house. Tuesday, walked about 3 miles total. Wednesday (today), again very tired, needing to stay in bed for most of the day, but managed to walk about 2 miles in the late afternoon.

On the plus side, the sky just before twilight tonight was full of beautiful silvery clouds--that was a great time to be out for a walk. And I did manage to get to a local farmers market recently even if I was later than I'd hoped; so although I missed the chance at fresh-picked raspberries, I do have sweet cherry tomatoes and fuzzy peaches.

I want energy enough to live a life. Half a life may be better than none, but it's still nowhere near enough. Maybe when summer ends I'll feel better.