Catching up

Nothing new to say at the moment, so for those curious about my overall situation, some old writings may help. Or they may not. I'm a little too sleepy to judge at the moment.

This essay is always a good place to begin. Then maybe this post (I Demand a Refund), this post (Preparation for impending consolidation?), this post, general depressed and/or panicked rantings, then this post.

Wonder where things will go from here.

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When the question you most want to ask and the question whose answer you most want to avoid are the same question, you know you're in trouble.

Of course, when the question you most want to ask is the same as the question all the potential answerers most want to avoid, you're in a different kind of trouble.

Don't mind me. I'm just muttering to myself here.

Maybe I ask too many questions anyway, but it's the only way I know how to learn.





...
How many times can you fly out
and leave me with an open empty hand?
This time will be the last time
I send that little bird to find land

For days it just kept rainin'
oh the rain just kept comin' on down
I thought I'd never get a sign
and I thought for sure that I was gonna drown

yonder here she come then, flyin'
until that day I couldn't sing a note
it's hard to wait for information
yeah, and I can't wait to dock this old boat

and if I ever get to Heaven
I'll admit I doubted some
I'll tell them everything that happened
and ask 'em why it took so long
...