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My mind has been too focused on trivia lately--How will I eat? What will I wear? Can I get enough sleep? Is there a way to pay the rent next month? What about money for medicine?--boring, unimportant matters nobody cares about. To show how divorced I am from the things that count: I have barely listened to any music at all today, maybe 4 songs this morning before I rushed off to concentrate on something else, something pecuniary and picayune and pathetic.

But tonight I remembered to take a walk to see the watercolor sunset. There may be hope for me yet.