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hummingwolf ([personal profile] hummingwolf) wrote2002-10-23 05:08 pm

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Not for the first time, I determined to go to the Social Services office this morning to apply for disability benefits. Not for the first time, determination alone wasn't enough. Oh, I woke up early enough in the day to get there, if only I'd been steady enough on my feet to walk to the office and stand in the line. I wrote a post about my thoughts of the day just now which LJ proceeded to eat. Just as well: I've said it before anyway.

[identity profile] daisydumont.livejournal.com 2002-10-23 03:45 pm (UTC)(link)
i'm sorry you felt dizzy today. do you need a ride to that office? would that help? i don't know where it is, but i could take you sometime, if you'd like.

[identity profile] skygypsy.livejournal.com 2002-10-23 05:08 pm (UTC)(link)
"I could strip naked and stagger through The Gap singing "Yabba Dabbada Doodle!" at the top of my lungs to the tune of "Rudolf the Red-Nosed Reindeer."

hahhaaa!! fantabulous!!!!! (especially w/the holidays coming up!! *wicked grin* ;) )

aww sweetie, i'm so sorry to hear you didn't make it out to the benefits office today :(

even when i didn't know how to live, i somehow managed to choose to keep living... eventually my body became more cooperative, but in what seemed excruciatingly- and punishingly-slow time. :(

i hope your body cooperates w/your intentions soon hun.

hopefully your body will gain strength from your determined and courageous *CHOSEN* intentions!!! don't forget we choose our intentions. it may seem small, but it is the foundation for all the universe manifests for us.

still, i know that's small comfort, and if i were you i would be bitter and frustated and discouraged. but i think you do a pretty damn awesome job of allowing yourself those very understandable emotions, without letting them debilitate you further.

/me curtsies to the brave hummingwolf (since i have no nifty sword to knight you with. or knightess rather. hmmm... Lady Hummingwolf. Knightess Hummingwolf... i rather like KH me thinks... CB, KH. *grin* ooh ooh! CB, KH, OTC. doh. OTC already taken. in my world OTC = occasional totem critter. *grin*)

*hugs and keister-kicking energy*!
pix :)