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hummingwolf) wrote2002-10-23 05:08 pm
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Not for the first time, I determined to go to the Social Services office this morning to apply for disability benefits. Not for the first time, determination alone wasn't enough. Oh, I woke up early enough in the day to get there, if only I'd been steady enough on my feet to walk to the office and stand in the line. I wrote a post about my thoughts of the day just now which LJ proceeded to eat. Just as well: I've said it before anyway.
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hahhaaa!! fantabulous!!!!! (especially w/the holidays coming up!! *wicked grin* ;) )
aww sweetie, i'm so sorry to hear you didn't make it out to the benefits office today :(
even when i didn't know how to live, i somehow managed to choose to keep living... eventually my body became more cooperative, but in what seemed excruciatingly- and punishingly-slow time. :(
i hope your body cooperates w/your intentions soon hun.
hopefully your body will gain strength from your determined and courageous *CHOSEN* intentions!!! don't forget we choose our intentions. it may seem small, but it is the foundation for all the universe manifests for us.
still, i know that's small comfort, and if i were you i would be bitter and frustated and discouraged. but i think you do a pretty damn awesome job of allowing yourself those very understandable emotions, without letting them debilitate you further.
/me curtsies to the brave hummingwolf (since i have no nifty sword to knight you with. or knightess rather. hmmm... Lady Hummingwolf. Knightess Hummingwolf... i rather like KH me thinks... CB, KH. *grin* ooh ooh! CB, KH, OTC. doh. OTC already taken. in my world OTC = occasional totem critter. *grin*)
*hugs and keister-kicking energy*!
pix :)