hummingwolf (
hummingwolf) wrote2002-09-25 10:28 am
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Morrissey says I'm too depressed.
I had a dream last night where Morrissey was desperately trying to cheer me up. Even though I explained I'm not a fan of his at all, he insisted upon singing old Smiths songs to me with new nonsense lyrics. It was very cute.
One of my sisters-in-law recently sent an e-mail to me, CCing it to my brothers, which I responded to in a mildly silly way. One of my brothers replied to me in apparent seriousness, letting me know that he believes me to be a complete idiot. Lovely. Seems we've gone from a family that used to joke together to a family that can't even have a civilized conversation, much less a fun one.
I discovered anew yesterday that I really do feel and think much better when I've taken some Ritalin. Too bad I can't afford more of the medication & must ration the stuff for job interviews & the like. Also too bad that I spent so much time yesterday concentrating on figuring out financial matters and never even noticed what the weather was like. People tell me it was a beautiful day.
Gah. I really need money. I don't suppose anyone reading this has heard of any leads for jobs I might be able to do since the last time I pleaded for job leads? Am tempted to say things like "If only I could work full-time," but those sorts of thoughts lead to "If only I were a healthy person," "If only I had a million dollars," and other useless fantasies.
One of my sisters-in-law recently sent an e-mail to me, CCing it to my brothers, which I responded to in a mildly silly way. One of my brothers replied to me in apparent seriousness, letting me know that he believes me to be a complete idiot. Lovely. Seems we've gone from a family that used to joke together to a family that can't even have a civilized conversation, much less a fun one.
I discovered anew yesterday that I really do feel and think much better when I've taken some Ritalin. Too bad I can't afford more of the medication & must ration the stuff for job interviews & the like. Also too bad that I spent so much time yesterday concentrating on figuring out financial matters and never even noticed what the weather was like. People tell me it was a beautiful day.
Gah. I really need money. I don't suppose anyone reading this has heard of any leads for jobs I might be able to do since the last time I pleaded for job leads? Am tempted to say things like "If only I could work full-time," but those sorts of thoughts lead to "If only I were a healthy person," "If only I had a million dollars," and other useless fantasies.

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LMAO!!! heeheeheeee
he believes me to be a complete idiot
oh that's just LUV-leeee! freekin dumb ass. /me sends him a kick in the butt
bummer bout the ritalin shortage :( don't have any docs who might could get you some samples?? (i know, you prolly haven't been able to afford a doc in a long while, but i had to suggest it... ) on the good side, it's nice to know that something does help you!
only thing i could think of is trying to get medical billing or transcription jobs you can do at home.
heyyyy, what about trying to do tutoring?! secondary schools just started, try calling schools to get on their tutor lists?? u could tutor english?? ooh, here's a link i found for online tutoring help, you don't have to be certified teacher, check it out: http://www.tutor.com/tutors
http://www.tutornation.com/find/index.html
what about data entry jobs? tedious, but at least you get to be seated...
no word on the temp agency?
now go pop outside and bask in the sun! (assuming the sun is out and it's another lovely day of course...)
*HUGGLES*
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