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hummingwolf) wrote2002-09-04 12:57 pm
hummingwolf) wrote2002-09-04 12:57 pm
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Somebody please wake me up. I'm sure this is all some ridiculous dream.
How on Earth am I supposed to apply for a job or government benefits without a Social Security card? I know I had the card recently. There's no way the card couldn't be here, and yet it persists in not being here. I've looked everyplace it could be and several places it couldn't. I've called the one place that might've asked to see it recently, and they don't have it. So now I get to apply for a new one--and in the meantime, I don't get to apply for anything else.
Please, please wake me up. I'm not enjoying this dream.
~~~~~
Grf. I keep trying to figure out where I put the dang thing, and I keep coming back to the same places it's not. Hoping against hope that it really is here in my room someplace if only I could remember where. Alas, it looks like I'll have to deal with Social Security and the Accursed Voice Mail again.
The way I've been ransacking my room, it really does look like a tornado's hit. This does not bode well for finding anything else I may need.
Okay, I tell myself, take slow, deep breaths. Stop thinking about the dire financial situation and focus a bit more on how wonderful your friends are.
Good. Feeling better now... until I see my room again, remember why it looks like this, and get all hyperventilated again.
I so don't want to have to deal with Social Security again...
I keep wanting to make more and more posts about this, which is insane because I really have nothing new to say. So I keep adding meaningless drivel to this post instead. It's either type maniacally (in between attacks upon my belongings to try to find an elusive card) or scream, and I'm afraid the screaming might frighten the newest housemates.
There really isn't any way for that card not to be here, dang it. I know exactly where it is, I'm just not seeing it there. So if it's here where it must be, how did it become invisible?
~~~~~
Okay, ransacking my room clearly isn't helping. Must stop obsessing about this and think about something else for a while--maybe then I can come back to the search with a clear head and deal with things rationally. For now, must think about something else.
You people need to post more.
How on Earth am I supposed to apply for a job or government benefits without a Social Security card? I know I had the card recently. There's no way the card couldn't be here, and yet it persists in not being here. I've looked everyplace it could be and several places it couldn't. I've called the one place that might've asked to see it recently, and they don't have it. So now I get to apply for a new one--and in the meantime, I don't get to apply for anything else.
Please, please wake me up. I'm not enjoying this dream.
~~~~~
Grf. I keep trying to figure out where I put the dang thing, and I keep coming back to the same places it's not. Hoping against hope that it really is here in my room someplace if only I could remember where. Alas, it looks like I'll have to deal with Social Security and the Accursed Voice Mail again.
The way I've been ransacking my room, it really does look like a tornado's hit. This does not bode well for finding anything else I may need.
Okay, I tell myself, take slow, deep breaths. Stop thinking about the dire financial situation and focus a bit more on how wonderful your friends are.
Good. Feeling better now... until I see my room again, remember why it looks like this, and get all hyperventilated again.
I so don't want to have to deal with Social Security again...
I keep wanting to make more and more posts about this, which is insane because I really have nothing new to say. So I keep adding meaningless drivel to this post instead. It's either type maniacally (in between attacks upon my belongings to try to find an elusive card) or scream, and I'm afraid the screaming might frighten the newest housemates.
There really isn't any way for that card not to be here, dang it. I know exactly where it is, I'm just not seeing it there. So if it's here where it must be, how did it become invisible?
~~~~~
Okay, ransacking my room clearly isn't helping. Must stop obsessing about this and think about something else for a while--maybe then I can come back to the search with a clear head and deal with things rationally. For now, must think about something else.
You people need to post more.
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did you try taking a break, get out of your apt?
when i'm trying to find something and get panicked and it's not anywehre i am positive it should be, i have to walk away from it and calm down and then sometimes i can find it or often i'll find it in a stack i already sifted thru twice.
i can never find important docs like that... usually i hide them in case someone robs my place, and then i wind up hiding it from myself cuz i can never remember where i hid them.. ;) (see - laugh at me and forget your predicament!! *look at me* *look at me*!!! /me makes googlie faces... /face suddenly sticks that way *gahh*)
hey at least it's a brief reprieve from the eeeevil itch biz clothes! (??)
sorry. that's all i've got. laugh at me, and postponed itchiness.
/me hands you virtual cookies and cold ibc root beer.
mmm....rooot beeeer....
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/me gratefully accepts the cookies & root beer.
Mmm... coooooookieeeee...
Thanks! :-)