::yawn::

[hummingwolf]

First of all, being around human beings for very long exhausts me. I like people (except for the ones I don't), but just being at the non-paying job yesterday--not even working much, mostly talking & joking & trying to convince them they need to pay me--left me wearied and wishing I could find a dark hole somewhere and remain there all weekend.

Second, I stayed up late last night re-reading an old C.J. Cherryh novel (Gate of Ivrel for those interested: either her first or second novel (I forget which) and not her best, but the start of one of my favorite series ever).

Third, when I did finish the book and try to sleep, I was kept awake by a neighbor's car alarm. The noise, of course, drove me to get online and chat until 3 a.m.

I am in desperate need of clothes, but for the above reasons am finding it very difficult to get myself out of the house to buy some. Please, somebody, kick me until I go and do something...

Comments

[lillym.livejournal.com]

I understand what you are saying, sometimes I can be really social and I can handle being around people. But lots of times, especially when I'm depressed or haven't been around people in awhile, I hit my tolerance level and I need to have my space and solitude. That's why I loved living alone so much, I could just be in my apartment all alone and recupirate from dealing with people. Now I tend to hide in my room, or go on long drives.