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hummingwolf ([personal profile] hummingwolf) wrote2008-10-17 08:09 pm

Phrase of the day, repeated repeatedly.

Very low content post. Please scroll by--this is just something I need to vent, not something that needs to be read. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand.

And now I have typist's cramp, which probably serves me right for reasons I don't understand.

[identity profile] megthelegend.livejournal.com 2008-10-18 12:11 am (UTC)(link)
Gah. I can only imagine what's prompted this. :(

(I'm not very good at following instructions.)
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[identity profile] hummingwolf.livejournal.com 2008-10-18 01:05 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, just life in general. Or everything in particular, which feels like the same thing.

[identity profile] mariness.livejournal.com 2008-10-18 01:28 am (UTC)(link)
I don't either, for what it's worth.

[identity profile] windsparrow.livejournal.com 2008-10-18 01:57 am (UTC)(link)
That's venting for you? It seems to be my mantra.

[identity profile] fearthainnlent.livejournal.com 2008-10-18 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
As I ended up bawling all over Dan and using him as a kleenex and ending up being practically carried home at lunch from work---I could no longer tough out an already bad day I may be able to post about if I can recover---suffice to say Neuro visit was yesterday

second frova and there is still and icepick in my temple

that and China is paying for the bailout

of countries I would feel comfortably beholden to that one? not so much

[identity profile] sophy.livejournal.com 2008-10-18 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
Awww, you could have copied and pasted it! Thought maybe you needed to physically type it over and over to get it out of your system? Hope it worked!

[identity profile] conscience.livejournal.com 2008-10-18 02:35 pm (UTC)(link)
ARGH.
That's been mine for the day. Yesterday anyway. Just got up, so not sure about today's mantra...yet.
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[identity profile] hummingwolf.livejournal.com 2008-10-18 02:56 pm (UTC)(link)
I hope today's a better one for you! May people leave you in peace.
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[identity profile] hummingwolf.livejournal.com 2008-10-18 02:57 pm (UTC)(link)
maybe you needed to physically type it over and over to get it out of your system?

That's pretty much it. I typed until it seemed like a good idea to stop. And yes, it did help!
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[identity profile] hummingwolf.livejournal.com 2008-10-18 02:58 pm (UTC)(link)
::hugs::

I hope your days get much better. You've had it too hard for too long now.
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[identity profile] hummingwolf.livejournal.com 2008-10-18 03:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Heh. You know, as a mantra it might not be so bad. If I could come to acceptance of the fact that I don't understand, rather than thinking it's some disgraceful failing of mine, I might be happier in general.

But I want to understand everything, darn it!
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[identity profile] hummingwolf.livejournal.com 2008-10-18 03:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, that's pretty common among humans. I guess last night I was feeling more human than usual.

[identity profile] windsparrow.livejournal.com 2008-10-18 04:03 pm (UTC)(link)
I keep wishing that logic ruled the universe. Somedays it doesn't pay to try to get beyond "fuggit, nuthin' makes sense".
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[identity profile] hummingwolf.livejournal.com 2008-10-20 09:31 pm (UTC)(link)
You know, your Schrödinger's icon complements your comment well.

Some days it doesn't pay to talk to anyone but MegaHAL, whence cometh the text in this icon.

[identity profile] windsparrow.livejournal.com 2008-10-21 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
MegaHAL speaks for our generation, man.