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[hummingwolf]

You know your hummingwolf is sick when, not having gone for a walk since Saturday, she still does not want to leave the house on Wednesday. Feeling less feverish than yesterday, though, and chances are that I will leave the house today anyway. Or maybe tomorrow. Definitely have to do something elsewhere this week.

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Everyone wonders at some time or another how their life would be changed if they'd made different choices. With my life the state it's in, I've certainly wondered that a lot.

About half an hour ago, I had a sudden vision of myself having taken a path I seriously considered taking a while back. In this other world where I'd done things differently, I was much happier than I am here. But I had cut off the possibility of a greater happiness and felt myself locked into a lesser life than I could have had otherwise. I was happy, but there was a gnawing hunger that could not be satisfied.

It's strange. Miserable as I may have been lately, the chance of a greater happiness I'm not sure I believe in is still more important to me than what I'd have gotten if I'd done that one thing differently.

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[hai-kah-uhk.livejournal.com]

Hey! I finally found a difference between you and me! I only get a fever for five hours, and the two weeks following that I'm only bogged down by a killer case of apathy. Okay, that wasn't a significant difference.

I haven't wondered how things would have been different for me if I'd made better choices in a while. I think because I'm starting to realize that the choices I made weren't really choices at all, and I actually did pretty well with what little I had to work with. I'd discuss this more, but then it'd count as a MARZ Saga spoiler. :o)

[windsparrow.livejournal.com]

Do hummingwolves have fur-tails or feather-tails?

The thing is, if I snuggle you right now, there will be Harvey snuggles included. Not a bad bargain, but the Harvey snuggles include attacks on one's tail by Sammie.

Now, as for getting rid of "What a Girl Wants"...

We all live in a Yellow Submarine,
A Yellow Submarine,
A Yellow Submarine...

That help?

[hummingwolf.livejournal.com]

Oh, there are plenty of differences between us! It's just a question of how significant one wishes to believe the differences are.

[hummingwolf.livejournal.com]

Seems to be fur. At least that's what hai_kah_uhk put in the picture she drew for me.

I can live with having Sammie attacks on my tail as long as they come with snuggles. ::nod::

Listening to classical radio to drive away the bad pop songs. Words of wisdom from the announcer: "When life hands you a lemon, attack a string to it and make a cat toy."