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hummingwolf) wrote2002-09-09 09:27 pm
hummingwolf) wrote2002-09-09 09:27 pm
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Preparation for impending consolidation?
In February I wrote:
"It's strange. I have this feeling that I need to prepare for something to come by solidifying myself in a way, creating and hardening a central core to my personality which can be used as a sort of base of operations; or perhaps it's more like solid ground in the middle of a bog, a landing pad for all future flights of fancy. Something solid, something central, something hard and well-defined.
"But I feel like I need to do this self-solidifying by scattering myself to the four winds, seeing which parts of me come back and what surprises they bring with them when they come."
Something's shifted. Though there are still places I wanted to send them, I can feel those parts of me coming back home. The time of their return is unknown to me, but they are winging their way back and I need to make some preparations. Now is the time to shore up my foundations, so that when that solid core forms it will not be lopsided but will be straight and level as I need it to be.
The above may be meaningless to you who read this. It makes perfect sense to me. Then again, sleep-deprived as I am, "Jabberwocky" makes perfect sense to me.
"It's strange. I have this feeling that I need to prepare for something to come by solidifying myself in a way, creating and hardening a central core to my personality which can be used as a sort of base of operations; or perhaps it's more like solid ground in the middle of a bog, a landing pad for all future flights of fancy. Something solid, something central, something hard and well-defined.
"But I feel like I need to do this self-solidifying by scattering myself to the four winds, seeing which parts of me come back and what surprises they bring with them when they come."
Something's shifted. Though there are still places I wanted to send them, I can feel those parts of me coming back home. The time of their return is unknown to me, but they are winging their way back and I need to make some preparations. Now is the time to shore up my foundations, so that when that solid core forms it will not be lopsided but will be straight and level as I need it to be.
The above may be meaningless to you who read this. It makes perfect sense to me. Then again, sleep-deprived as I am, "Jabberwocky" makes perfect sense to me.