mmmm. yeah. I guess i really do have trouble determining what is socially acceptable... all that sounded like stuff i'd talk about if it had happened to me. maybe writing about it helped?

Maybe someday i'll try something similar with my feelings about Dom... but i think my lack of discretion explains a lot of what happened after he was gone. Maybe what this world needs is more people with no sense of discretion, so it'd be easier to say these things without worrying what they think.